So this past weekend was pretty much crap. With so many of my friends having a blast at the L.A. K-Pop Festival while I sat home miserable and depressed, I did my best to avoid Twitter because I knew my TL would be full of pics of L.A. and all sorts of K-Pop awesomeness. (It’s best not to rub salt in open wounds, ya know?) But try as I might to abstain from all manner of social media, I failed miserably as certain members of B.A. P kept tweeting about their adventures in New York City. I must admit, the distraction these random tweets provided was much appreciated as it helped me to focus on B.A.P’s upcoming concert, rather than the K-Pop festival I was missing.
I was honestly able to handle these random B.A.P tweets, without going too fangirl crazy until Himchan decided to retweet this little gem yesterday afternoon…
and all off a sudden, my fangirl feels went through the roof! How one little video can inspire such an overwhelming rush of emotion is beyond me but it did… And when I say overwhelming, I mean, heart-stopping, breath-catching, goosebump-inducing, squeal-provoking, full-on fangirl crazy feels that hit me like a stinking tsunami and very nearly knocked me out of my chair. LIT.ER.AL.LY. Turns out, I’m more of a fangirl than I ever realized. Go figure!
So once I figured out how to breathe again, I decided to scroll through YouTube and see what other gems I could find and that’s when I stumbled upon this…
and this…
and this…
and again, my heart skipped a couple beats.
Dang it B.A.P! What are you doing to me? Never in my life have I been hit but such extreme fangirlisms. I’m usually a pretty level-headed individual but with B.A.P’s U.S. Attack, I’ve completely flipped my lid. With only five days before 
their Chicago concert, I’ve got to find a way to get this fangirlitis under control or I may have a heart-attack before the show and end up missing the entire thing! (Okay, so it’s probably not that bad but I certainly feel like my heart could explode every time I stumble upon another B.A.P video on YouTube!)
FIVE DAYS AND COUNTING!!!
SEE YOU AT THE SHOW!!!